Tuesday, May 29, 2012

An Unthinkable Streak

It's been since March 27th that I had a day where I wasn't at a race, driving, presenting, or doing something work related. And in the post I'm not complaining about it but rather I am absolutely amazed that I have gone so long.

I think back to the time I was in school and my other jobs and how exhausted I would become. I would get the point where I had no energy for anything and my attitude would be very bitter. This always made me wonder if I could ever actually have a job due to the toll it had always taken on my body.

What's different now? I believe it is motivation. I am so motivated and focused on my tasks that I'm now the opposite. If I'm not driving somewhere, if I'm not presenting somewhere, and if I'm not in a flagstand somewhere I get tired and bitter. It's a really odd feeling having the opposite of what used to be.

Can this last though? I'm not sure and I'm sure my body is going to need a rest at some point in time. As for now I'm going to continue to celebrate this unthinkable streak because I never thought I would be able to do something like this.

1 comment:

  1. I'm jealous... I'm very happy for you though. Every time I read about your doubts about the future in your book, I think "heh, if you only knew..."