Friday, August 26, 2016
Monday, August 22, 2016
Stuck in a Moment
Ever
been stuck in a moment? I’m dealing with that right now as this being stuck in
a moment issue often goes with emotions and that’s what I’m dealing with. The
issue at hand, which should’ve been a good one, was the moment I finished my
travel book last week.
Yes, it
should be a good moment, but when I wrote the final paragraph, which is
tremendously beautiful (sorry, I’m not sharing it… I can’t ruin the ending) I
might add, I broke down in tears. I did as it was the culmination of 18 months
of work and more inner perspective than I had ever done. Perhaps it’s only
natural to have a feeling of emptiness after devoting so much time, resources,
and emotion to a project. However, with the completion came a sense that it was
all over and that none of the events or work ever happened.
I know
this sounds odd, but a problem I deal with is the problem with now. Well, there
isn’t a problem with now but the problem is when things aren’t in the current.
If something is now or ongoing then it exists, but when it passes it’s as if it
doesn’t exist which makes the emotions that I’m dealing with all the more
confusing because I’m stuck in that moment and yet it’s as if the emotions
preceding the event didn’t happen. Confused? That’s very much the contradictory
emotional realm Asperger’s creates which has made writing highly difficult as
of late because there’s such a variance of emotions that is difficult to make
sense of.
Friday, August 19, 2016
One Seed
I ran this post last year when I was in Nebraska and became inspired to write this. Earlier this week I was at a school to present and I was early and the staff took me to the classroom I'd be presenting at. This was somewhat uncomfortable because I hadn't been in the presence of a teacher teaching since I was in school. I felt as if I were intruding, but watching this teacher made me think of the following post.
Truly, I may have been inspired last year to write this but watching this teacher teach was a true gift. I hear stories all the time, some good, a lot of bad, but seeing a teacher give everything and more and work the room and engage the kids inspired me as a presenter. The thing, however, is I felt sad because this teacher, I'm sure, is going to inspire his students and is going to plant seeds that may take a long time to fully grow, but I know a difference is going to be made and being a teacher has to be one of the more selfless professions to take up because a person can be the best, can create new thoughts and inspire careers and may never see the harvest to be. This post is once again dedicated to every teacher that has changed a life, made a student think, and has gone above and beyond knowing full well that they'll never see the end result...
So yesterday I was golfing at the Gordon Country Club and
I was looking out to the west on the 7th tee on a blustery day watching the
high, groomed grass dancing in the wind. I looked to the north and the land
just wasn't as tended to and was just unkempt land. What a difference a little
(or a lot) of work made and that got me thinking.
I've talked so much about the potential a person on the
autism spectrum can have. However, it probably isn't just going to happen and
it needs to work very much like the land out here. If it weren't for the
decades, maybe even a century's worth of work of the land out here in Western
Nebraska there's a good chance, well, a 100% chance that the land would not be
hospitable for much of anything. It's taken irrigation, proper ranching, and a
constant eye to make sure the land and livestock are right.
So why am I going on a talk about ranching and land?
Potential. Someone, at some point in time, saw potential out here and now this
community has a sustainable agriculture economy and if the agriculture goes
away this town very well may go away. How does this relate to anything? It all
goes back to potential.
The school year is starting and once more teachers are
going to have students with Aspergers. Some teachers have a difficult time
handling these students thinking that they are obstinate or defiant while
others will just let them be them without much guidance. And then there are
those that are going to see the potential.
It's fitting I'm writing this blog post in the midst of
an agriculture community because I've been ending my presentation for years
saying, "we live in a society where everyone wants everything to be
perfect right now. When it comes to autism we can't look at it that way and
rather we need to look at it like planting seeds; you've got to give it time to
grow." That being so teachers have a great chance to plant the seeds to
instill that potential that could be hidden underneath.
I'm sure I'll play many more rounds of golf and I'm going
to drive by many fields and there will be multiple things I see. Not being a
farmer or rancher I won't really know what I'm seeing because some fields will
be filled with cattle and grasslands perfect for food, then others will be
crops that I can't name, and then there will be some fields that are seemingly
empty. What's there? What's going on? From my vantage point it's empty,
worthless land, but to the right farmer or rancher they may see the hidden
potential in the land. That's the difference between knowing and not knowing
and I can only hope that in this upcoming school year more and more teachers
master the art of seeing potential because what may seem like an empty field
may someday turn into the most beautiful of creations that all started with the
planting of just one seed.
Truly, I may have been inspired last year to write this but watching this teacher teach was a true gift. I hear stories all the time, some good, a lot of bad, but seeing a teacher give everything and more and work the room and engage the kids inspired me as a presenter. The thing, however, is I felt sad because this teacher, I'm sure, is going to inspire his students and is going to plant seeds that may take a long time to fully grow, but I know a difference is going to be made and being a teacher has to be one of the more selfless professions to take up because a person can be the best, can create new thoughts and inspire careers and may never see the harvest to be. This post is once again dedicated to every teacher that has changed a life, made a student think, and has gone above and beyond knowing full well that they'll never see the end result...
Monday, August 15, 2016
Getting Back
After more travel delays than I'd like to remember I made it home after almost 48 hours of travels. Iceland provided a backdrop unlike any other and the final five chapters of The Aspie Traveler are without a doubt the best writing I've ever had. There is a bad thing to writing such deep stuff and that is the ebb and flows of being a writer.
Writing isn't something that can be forced; it comes and goes and after a "writing explosion" there usually comes a time where writing becomes difficult and now is one of those difficult times. I'll try and come up with something super for tomorrow, but I'm not promising anything as I'm still in awe of completing a book and I can't wait until you can read it!
Writing isn't something that can be forced; it comes and goes and after a "writing explosion" there usually comes a time where writing becomes difficult and now is one of those difficult times. I'll try and come up with something super for tomorrow, but I'm not promising anything as I'm still in awe of completing a book and I can't wait until you can read it!
Monday, August 8, 2016
Facebook Push
I'm got it in my head that I'm now within reach of 10,000 Facebook page likes. I'm near 8,500 so if you are blog reader but haven't followed me on facebook yet I'll invite you to at https://www.facebook.com/AutismAmbassador/
Thursday, August 4, 2016
Wednesday, August 3, 2016
International Presenter!
I did it! I won't go into full details now but I just gave a presentation to the Rotary Club in Akureyri, Iceland. In celebration I thought I'd post the link to how everything all sort of began back in 2010 http://lifeontheothersideofthewall.blogspot.is/2010/03/international-event.html
Tuesday, August 2, 2016
New facebook page
Easterseals Midwest has a new Facebook page. Be sure to give it a like! https://www.facebook.com/eastersealsmidwest/
Monday, August 1, 2016
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